My Life's Dedication

I just found out that my boyfriend will NOT be returning this week; maybe not even returning next week. I keep sitting here helplessly while people who are controlling my happiness decide whether or not to finally let me feel the satisfaction of hope ending well. I can’t do a damn thing but sit and wait for something to go my way.

By picking a different English class (which changes nothing because I’d have to crash it either way) I’ve managed to fill a very long gap in my Thursday schedule and eliminate having to go down to Palomar at all on Mondays and Wednesdays! I’m fucking awesome at this shit!

I find myself getting incredibly frustrated at the fashion industry. As i try to find clothes that are reasonably priced and in my size I keep coming across these circus tents for tops that must have been created to hide shame or something! I spent about 2 hours at the mall today and visited 6 stores today (one of which was the department store sized Forever 21) and continually found these horrible garments and others equally as awful. I’m going to PB tomorrow in hopes that my search will be far less painful and off-putting.